Monday, September 28, 2009
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trying to dress up when i am missing you
nothing feels right when i am not with you
with nothing but your T-shirt on babe.
sigh, time passes.
cant imagine how my life would change
in just another few more months.
life is unpredictable
we should treasure our loved ones
before we lose them
i have this experience before thats why
now i cherish these moments with my beloved friends
wish to have more outings with them
in order to create memorable moments
sigh, thats why i treasure them more than i treasure myself
that would be suyu, shuhao, jess, alfreda, 91, lin.
these people are my closest friends, who really understand me
who stood by me, listening to my craps at times of "crisis"
being there unconditionally to cheer me up, able to me laugh like nobody's business
seriously, without them i wont be today's NGYUJUN!
thank you my beloved friends. i really love you guys a lot.
sometimes i wish that i could freeze the time
just to depict my gratitude and my love to them.
telling them how impt they are to me.
from sec 1 till now
ngyujun really changed.
from an innocent girl to a vile woman :X
sec 2 - rink life(alfreda, 91, akira and Co), bitched family(joys, eugene, tufei, leon, sh, me, yinwei, elise, xiuhui), No0bsterClub(suyu and Co, elise, joys, me)
sec 3 - continue rink life, noobsterclub changed to FCUKERLICIOUS because there were some quarrels going on. fcukerlicious included Zz, sand and Suyu&Co
sec 4 - arcade life aka knowing CCK peeps, thanks for everything.
sec 5 - knowing lin (my angel of all time) and became super close with 5a1
and now?
end everything?
sigh.. will i lose everyone?
sob. sometimes i tried my best not to tear
but i cant help it
when i think of these memories we had
i learnt a lot, a lot a lot. thru u guys.
i miss yinwei aka my laosan, i miss elise aka bbpig, i miss alfreda aka my baobei137
i miss 91 aka my best bud, i miss shuhao aka chuchubirdie, i miss suyu aka always be there, i miss akira, i miss daniel, i miss terry, i miss JQ, i miss eugene, i miss tufei, i miss those stupid laughter, i miss those crazy times, i miss steamboat, i miss BBQ, i miss birthdays, i miss ice-spraying, i miss speed-skating, i miss east coast, i miss sentosa, i miss esplanade, i miss night cycling, i miss marina barrage, i miss zoo, i miss westcoast, i miss chalet, i miss pool, i miss basketball, i miss ice-skating, i miss ddr-ing, i miss jubeat-ing, i miss 302. i miss everything larh.
damn myself.
i love you people!
we once said "ONCE A SKATER, ALWAYS A SKATER"
we will be forever ice-skater okay?
i love ddr and forever i will love ddr okay?
alright. i must stop my tears.
goodbye.
i love you remember
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